I removed the journal entries for this as I received a few complaints, and also it’s difficult to share a page that exposes me so deeply. I am however working on a work of fiction that takes my experience but turns it into a book with journal entries similar to the ones I wrote. My experience, my pain, my struggle, and the changes I am still facing from the suicides in my life will very much be apart of this work. Please check back soon for an update.
never ending loop 